Posts Tagged ‘broken friendship’

A thin line

By: Ashlee Zlotnick

There is a thin line
between love and hate.
There is a thin line
between right and wrong
BUT the thinnest line of all
is the line our friendship is running along.

I am always there
to dry up all your tears.
I am always there
to stand up for you
so how come when I’m down
no-one is there for me to do what I do?

One person
stood up for me.
One person
I know will always be there.
I am forever grateful to him
but the way everyone else treats me is not fair.

There is a thin line
between love and hate.
There is a thin line
between right and wrong
BUT the thinnest line of all
is the line our friendship is running along.

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Bracelet

By:Ashlee Zlotnick

I wear a bracelet symbolising our friendship for eternity.
It was what we thought was meant to be
but now I am not sure what is right for me.
We were suppose to be like a flower and a bee.

Best friends forever is what you said.
You were meant to heal me like a strong med.
Now you like poison to me such as lead.
Is our friendship really dead?

Right now, I can’t say I am sad.
To be honest I am very mad.
Time away from you, sounds good, I’m glad.
Is what I am feeling bad?

Time for me to spend time alone.
I promise you, I won’t moan.
We are broken like a bone.
Listen to me now…you will NEVER find my clone

Our safe zone

By:Ashlee Zlotnick

My favourite place used to be
on top of our school library.
It was so cool, calm and collected.
It used go be a place for you and me.

During break we would go up there
and chat about everything.
It was our safe zone
where we would eat, talk and sing.

You could see the whole school from up there.
Such an amazing sight to see.
Our school gathered as one
right before you and me.

Life then was great
but it didn’t last long.
Our friendship soon ended.
It was the end of our song.

I’m not upset for knowing you
even if it was for a short time.
It was great and time meant nothing.
This was something I had to climb.

Looking back, I get a smile.
I enjoyed being friends with you.
I want to say thanks
for everything we got to do.

The Burst

By:Ashlee Zlotnick

My inner volcano is about to burst
and honestly I don’t care what happens.
Truth is I have kept this in long enough
but the pressure has built up and I can’t contain it.

When I need you, you never there
but when you need me I jump.
My life at the moment os confusing and hard,
and when I need my best friend, you shut down.

It takes two to tango I always say
but right now I feel like I’m the only one who is Tangoing.
I try to talk to you about how I feel
and you say what I am saying is not true.

I feel like you drifting away from me
and I am not sure how to tie you down.
Soon I am going to let go of your hand
because I am tired of being the only one who is holding on.

Being The Peace Maker

Good evening everyone 🙂

My whole life I have been the one to make the peace happen in relationships or at least I try to make it happen. When family members are fighting or friends are having a tiff, I am the one who would try and make everyone see the positive and try to get them to forget the negative. Obviously I know when it is not my place and that sometimes things ends because it is what is best for everyone however for th peace maker, it is not so easy to see things fail and end in disaster.

I for one am in a situation where I am trying to get two friends of mine to see each others side’s but it is not working as planned. I don’t understand how people can go from best friends one second and the next not talking or agnologing that the other one is there or even exists. Why is it that we can’t all just live in peace and not have this constent tension between people? I know that people were designed in different ways and not every0ne can get along but why can we not all just be civil to one enother? Sure people get hurt and I know what it feels like to have someone tear you to pieces and leave you hanging there and they just never look back. I know what it is like to have a huge fight with your best friend and neve talk to him/her ever again. I know how it feels to have a feeling of incompletness in your life. I know how it feels but I still want to be civil. I still want to greet them and make sure they are ok because no matter what, when I care for someone, I will always care for them. I guess that is what I get for being a peace maker.

How do you guys feel about thsis issue in our society? Would you like to talk to that person one last time and say I am sorry for what ever reason and end things on a good note? I know I do. Remember guys that we are not sure of what the future will bring so don’t live life with any regrets.

Have a great week and I hope that all my viewers in NYC are ok and are staying safe.

Ash

xxx

Technical Coward

By:Ashlee Zlotnick

You hide behind technology

to show people how you feel.

Is this how you show people you?

Is a coward who you are for real?

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I haven’t known you for very long

but the only way I know what’s on your mind

is via your statuses.

So when it comes to your feelings, I am blind.

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You act like a brave girl in front of people

but you would rather confront over the phone.

The next day you will refuse to talk

about how over bbm all you did was moan.

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I am tired of your cowardness.

Come and talk to me face to face

so we can finally get through this

and put a lid on this case.

Sisters Before Misters

By:Ashlee Zlotnick

It always used to be you and me.

Now its just you and him.

We were so strong, unbreakable.

Then he came along and I lost.

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You never have time for us

or anyone else besides him.

It’s not that I don’t want you to be happy

I want you to realise what you doing.

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You pushing us away

and I’m not sure who will stay.

We all love you a lot

but we can’t deal with this.

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Every relationship requires time.

You can’t expect me or the others to wait.

Truth is you have changed a lot

and I am not sure who you are.

.

You always said sisters before misters.

Either you forgot what about what you said

or I am not your sister anymore?

The unknown and uncertainty is killing me.

However Today

By:Ashlee Zlotnick

I stood by the door, but I could not go in.

The memory has scared me as you threw us in the bin.

Your face is forever on my brain,

the moment where I had nothing to gain.

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I was in front of you but could not see,

the real you, how could that be?

The physical form of you was there.

So where was your inner being…where?

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What happened between us made me strong.

Doesn’t matter who was right and who was wrong.

I am better off without you now.

The people in my life are just wow!

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I lost a friend but gained 2 sisters

as well as a really astoninshing mister.

My true friends will always be there for me.

The rollar coster of life carries on, weee.

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However today…

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I stood by the door,but I could not go in.

Te memory has scared me as you threw us in the bin.

Your face is forever on my brain,

the moment where I had nothing to gain.

Lost

My Boo

 

By Ashlee Zlotnick

You said we would be friends for ever

I said I hope we will

It was so nice to have that feeling

A feeling I could believe in

It was so nice to have a friend

To help me grow and mend

But that feeling and belief so turned to the ground

We began to grow apart

It feels like you hit me with a dart

That love we shared for one another

Soon disappeared cause of that mother

Your love for popularity

Became your first priority

And then there was me

As fast as we became friends

It ended just as fast

And now I can’t even look at you

The one I used to call my boo!