Posts Tagged ‘friendship’

Ride the wave

By:Ashlee Zlotnick

I am done fighting.
I am done trying.
I am going to just get on my board
and ride the wave.

The sun will soon set
and reflect on the water.
That image is nature at its best
and I’ll only see it if I ride the wave.

I have fought the wave too long
and I am done with drowning.
I want to enjoy the gorgeous sunset
from above the water…not below.

It is time to surf
and let the wave carry me.
Destiny will take its course
and I will always end up back on the beach.

I am done fighting.
I am done trying.
I am going to just get on my board
and ride the wave!

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Bracelet

By:Ashlee Zlotnick

I wear a bracelet symbolising our friendship for eternity.
It was what we thought was meant to be
but now I am not sure what is right for me.
We were suppose to be like a flower and a bee.

Best friends forever is what you said.
You were meant to heal me like a strong med.
Now you like poison to me such as lead.
Is our friendship really dead?

Right now, I can’t say I am sad.
To be honest I am very mad.
Time away from you, sounds good, I’m glad.
Is what I am feeling bad?

Time for me to spend time alone.
I promise you, I won’t moan.
We are broken like a bone.
Listen to me now…you will NEVER find my clone

My Solution

Hey guys. So recently I posted a question to you all asking you what I should do about my one problem I am having. I have figured out what it is I have to do about this whole situation. I really do hope that it will work as well as help me in the long run.

Truth is this chic has always been my best friend and even though in the past we have had our shit(and trust me we have had a lot) we always tend to find our way back to each other. I think I need to trust that ability we have always had to do the same for us now. Will it work…I have no idea but I am hoping it will.

I looked at baby pics of me the other day and pics of me growing up. It made me realise that no matter what, she is always there with me and is there when I have gone through mile stones. I will admit that sometimes I feel like she is not there for me and it hurts me like there is no tomorrow. Sometimes I juat feel like when I need her the most she will shut down and I come home crying because I don’t know how to fix it or I don’t know how to help her. When we are in the same situation, I will pull myself together so I can help her and forget about me. It is not a bad thing because I only feel better once I know she is ok. Truth is that is not something that is healthy for me and I know it but I am the type of person who worries about everyone else before I worry about me.

I am always the one to try to fix the problem and I am the one who will say hello or sorry first when it comes to certain situations because I like there to be peace. There is nothing worse than seeing your ex best friend every single day and not being able to say hello or tell them about your day therefore I tend to keep the peace and keep my mouth shut until I explode and end up saying how I feel and I never know how the other person will react. So there it is, that is who I am and how I tend to deal with it. I told her how I felt, I left it for a few days and now I have had enough of the silence between the two of us. So I am going to once again be the first one to say hello…

Life right now is confusing

Good afternoon all my amazing viewers. I got to say that I love posting to you guys. It is probably because you always encourage me and help me better my writing and for that I thank you all from the bottom of my heart. Your comments really do mean the world to me and I hope that they never stop.

People have been asking me where I am at in life at the moment. To be honest, I am somewhere that is very confusing. Writing right now is the one thing that it helping me come to terms with my feelings and what is going on. Friendship is something that I value a lot. It is something that means everything to me. The thought of not having anyone there to share the joys of life with or the bad stuff, life would just not be the same. In plain English, it would suck. I love my friends with all my heart and all my soul and I would do anything for them but at the moment I feel as if I am drifting from the one (if you know who I am talking about please keep her name to yourself) You see, she used to tell me everything and we always made plans together. Now days, I don’t see her on weekends(granted exams have just been) but that is not an excuse to not talk or even send a simple sms or bbm. I am hurting right now as I am sure it shows but I just don’t know what to do anymore or how to solve it. No matter what the time is or WHO I AM WITH, I will always pick up the phone if she called me or if she needed me I would be there. Guess not everyone does that and it is time I accepted that.

My sister is growing up and it is her Bati soon. That is when a Jewish girl turns 12. She is turning into a woman and it is hard to watch her grow up knowing there is nothing I can do to stop it or keep her little for ever. Guess she will always be my little sis but her does need to grow up at some stage.

So there we go. That is my life at the moment or at least the things that are bothering me. Thanks for listening to me vent and if you have any advice for me, please feel free to comment and give me your advice.

Thanks again and have a rocking weekend

Ash

xxx

Never forget

By:Ashlee Zlotnick

You funny, talented and smart.
Our friendship is stuck on the
ever lasting wall with a dart…
Don’t ever forget that.

You make me laugh when I am down
and I will always do the same.
Think of me as your personal clown.
Haha never forget that.

You growing up and that is tough
but you will get through it all.
You don’t have powers like a Power Puff
but you have me. Never forget that.

So Missy here it is…you need a torch
and I will be one for you with pleasure.
We can sit and talk or cry on your porch.
You are an amazing person…please don’t forget that!

Our safe zone

By:Ashlee Zlotnick

My favourite place used to be
on top of our school library.
It was so cool, calm and collected.
It used go be a place for you and me.

During break we would go up there
and chat about everything.
It was our safe zone
where we would eat, talk and sing.

You could see the whole school from up there.
Such an amazing sight to see.
Our school gathered as one
right before you and me.

Life then was great
but it didn’t last long.
Our friendship soon ended.
It was the end of our song.

I’m not upset for knowing you
even if it was for a short time.
It was great and time meant nothing.
This was something I had to climb.

Looking back, I get a smile.
I enjoyed being friends with you.
I want to say thanks
for everything we got to do.

Go Your own Way

By:Ashlee Zlotnick

There is something I don’t understand…
why can’t I get you out of my mind?
Lately I have been thinking of you a lot.
It’s like my heart has made me blind.

You were never really good for me.
In fact you were never there.
Being friends with you…
hahaha, that’s something I could never bare.

Honesty is the best policy
or that is what they say.
I wish you would tell me what happened
so I can finally go my own way.

Ok so maybe stanza 2 is a lie.
I wish I could help you out.
I want t be there for you and tell you it’s ok.
In the past we could get through anything no doubt.

If only I knew what happened that day.
The day you just ran away.
Maybe one day we will once again cross paths
but I am not sure what I would say.

Only time will tell
and I will slowly heal.
It’s time I go my own way
even if it hurts like a shock from an electric eel.

Time to open up my heart

By:Ashlee Zlotnick

I seem to have a tickle in my throat.
I wonder if its my heart’s desire to talk.
Not going to lie, I’m afraid to tell you how I feel
because I have known you since before we could walk.

Is it wrong of me to need you?
To want you by my side
but then I begin to think of you
and how lately you have lied.

Ever since HE has come into your life,
we have drifted far a part.
Is this the beginning of the end?
Are we sitting at the start?

It’s time I open my heart to you.
I hope we at the start for you see
life without you would totally suck
you actually mean the world to me.

The Burst

By:Ashlee Zlotnick

My inner volcano is about to burst
and honestly I don’t care what happens.
Truth is I have kept this in long enough
but the pressure has built up and I can’t contain it.

When I need you, you never there
but when you need me I jump.
My life at the moment os confusing and hard,
and when I need my best friend, you shut down.

It takes two to tango I always say
but right now I feel like I’m the only one who is Tangoing.
I try to talk to you about how I feel
and you say what I am saying is not true.

I feel like you drifting away from me
and I am not sure how to tie you down.
Soon I am going to let go of your hand
because I am tired of being the only one who is holding on.

My scary story

By:Ashlee Zlotnick

My scary story is a girl’s worst nightmare.
Something that is very hard to bare.
It’s a situation you wouldn’t want to be in
because you know it’s not very often you win.

Once upon a time, you had a best friend
and in the end, the relationship you just couldn’t mend.
So you become best friends with someone new
and you and her are stuck like glue.

But guess what…your old friend is back again.
Bet you never thought you’d pass each other’s lane.
This time she is a friend stealing monster.
Like she’s released her inner black Swan dancer.

There is two things you can do:
Release your anger that sat and grew
or you can get up and fight.
She would not expect that and you’ll give her a fright.

Will you win or will you lose?
Will you have the friendship blues?
Your scary story will end the way you want it to
BUT don’t let that evil monster walk all over you.

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