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Bored in class

Hello my gorgeous viewers:)

So I am stuck in class bored as hell so I decided to post today…

So I had a bit of an emotional break last night. I figured out that I put way too much pressure on myself and I expect more and more of myself. Yes I do admit it is stupid and I should not do it and if I do my best, it is good enough but one of my biggest fears in life is to disappoint people. I felt like the marks I got for my prelims were not good enough mean while my parents thought it was so therefore I freaked out for nothing.

Truth is I think everything is just building up and I cracked. My toy box was way too full and as I opened the box everything came poring out and I was left to clean up the mess. I do of course mean the way in which my mind was set yesterday. I was in a very bad frame of mind but that is all over and I am good now.

Time to get back to work. I promise to add poems soon and reviews

Love you all and remember to always believe in yourself. I did not for a few moments yesterday and it did not end well… So always remember that your best is good enough for those who love you.

Ash

xxx

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Boredom icon

By: Ashlee Zlotnick

My ass is numb.
I have done the sum
to figure out what’s going on.
This is the exam boredom icon.

Arms go up, hands go down.
We look like an idiotic clown.
Eyes are glossy
and teachers are bossy.
Just smile and wave
to the kid named Dave.
Time to start to write.
Open the paper, and you turn white.
I was not told about this…
Got to give that section a miss.

2 hours later
you finish the paper.
Jokes on you bro
because boredom will give your mind a go.
Bored out of your bracket???
You begin to make a racket.
Chew your gum, stamp your feet
then go back and forth on your seat.

Minutes pass so slow
you can’t wait to get up and go.
I’m constructive and spent 2 minutes on this poem.
Time to draw a snowman and dome.

Prelims…worth it

By: Ashlee Zlotnick

Who knew I would get to sit
and watch papers be handed out?
Shaking from the cold and my nerves…
Honestly I had my doubt
BUT here I sit with my grade
for one last time
before our FINAL exams…
I think this should be a crime.

Buttons being pushed
and pencils meeting the floor.
No way out now!!!
They have locked the door.
A sneeze here and a cough there,
the noise echos through the hall.
It’s as if it’s taunting us
and the past results plastered on the wall!

It’s a pass or fail
no in between here.
It feels the same as when an evil witch
asks,”Is that all my dear?”
It’s like a prison cell.
Guards(teachers) watching your every move.
G-D forbid you look at the roof
because you’ll put them into their evil groove.

My advice is simple:
STAY IN SCHOOL
Yes it is hard but worth it.
It prepares you for the world which is cruel.

 

Hey

Good evening all you gorgeous people out there:)

My blogging skills at the moment are terrible. I am in the middle of prelims so the fact that I am able to do this right now is amazing! Matric is a killer but we all knew this was going to happen. My time with you guys are shortened but when I have the time I promise I will blog.

Today was a fab day I won’t lie. I woke up… I got to rephrase that. Today I got woken up but my dad’s friend who was sweaty and just gross! I then studied for a long time and then I went to my little sister’s,little sister’s Batti. This is a day will remember for ever. My lil sis had a look on her face that was priceless as I walked into the venue… Thinking about it now puts a smile on my face. Then my big sis came to pick me up from the function and I spent the day with her. To end off this family day, my cousins came for supper and my little cousin(well one of them) fell asleep in my arms. There is no better feeling in the world. It is as if she feels so safe in my arms that she just falls asleep without a worry in the world.

All in all it was a fabulous weekend and I am now ready to tackle the next week of prelims and to tackle my friend trouble… Truth is there is one girl who is pushing her luck with me and I am going to do something soon. I am a very caring person but I am not willing to help someone who is not willing to be helped. Am I wrong???

Have a great week guys and we shall definitely chat as soon as possible

Ash

xxx